Follow my Instagram at alexiamantzouranisauthor for more important/ sneak peeks of future projects and all bookish things! The way lexi (author) protrayed these characters i felt as if i went through their pain,greif,anxiety and all the other problems that came their way as well.

I imagine them being in the city, in a mansion, with butlers and maids, having people drive them all around town. And of course the scenario of star-meets-girl-next-door is cool, I can understand why others would like it. I’m tired of feeling the painful emotion of sadness, guilt that eats me alive until I believe I’ll be a shallow shell of who I used to be. Trinity gets mad and saying that the mom is disrespectful, when have you ever been a mom to me, you just leave me etc etc.The forest around my house looks like the forest Bella, the main character in Twilight, lives next to.

I’m leaning more toward the unhealthy option even though I know I’ll regret it later, but you do only live once. While both characters struggle with trauma and mental health issues, they learn how to deal with it, and grow as people in the process. She falls for a guy after like 2 days and there is no way she all of a sudden isnt bothered by his singing. Over time, fans have gotten crazier, spreading rumors, loving me too much, to the point where I feel like I am suffocating. Waking up every day and knowing I have to go to rehearsals and meet and greets is something I dread.Amelia yells and waves her hands in the air, trying to get her brother’s attention but it doesn’t work. I can’t even open my social media accounts without getting overwhelmed by how many messages, comments, and posts I see about myself. Maybe it’s the fact that you placed your entire body weight on a structure that’s ready to fall down! We’re all currently lounging on the couch while devouring the fresh cookies we just baked from scratch.

When my mom heard the news, she dropped to the ground in tears, already mourning the loss of her husband. Trinity comes back and is met with a worried mother and the mother said, your father would be disappointed in you, we didn’t teach you how to lie and stuff. Trinity obviously has a trauma which sucks for her and her mom but why does she ignore her best friend for FOUR years but will make friends with the new neighbours within a week?Holy shit, I’m going to shit my pants,” Amelia mutters in my shoulder as she hides her face in fright. We haven’t gotten justice yet, and every day that they’re not found, it feels more impossible to find them.